sometimes the things most worth it in life are the hardest things to do. the easiest things come and go, but never stick. what hurts the most is wanting something so bad, yet wondering if God’s going to give it to you in the end. could He possibly have something “better” than that in mind? does it even come any “better” than that? i’m convinced this is perfection… and i want it to be part of my life. at least i think i do.
God…? do you hear me? it hurts. i think i want that. i want that love.
perhaps i’m just tired. yes, that’s it. i’m tired. i should have gone to bed hours ago. i’ll regret this post in the morni… afterno… whenever i wake up and think about it again.
this is my life. to be continued…